The End of an Era

Today I left my child and teenage years behind me as I turned 20. I can't believe it's been 20 years, they seem to have gone so fast, as everyone keeps telling me. And as one family relative told me: "this time in another twenty years you'll be forty". Yeah, great!

I'm not sure how to feel. Physically, I don't feel any different. But I do feel different mentally, and not in a psychotic kind of way. But in my mind set and the way I'm viewing things at the minute, even though I've only been 20 for, like, 19 hours. But I feel quite a few things have been put into perspective for me.

In just over one year I will complete my final year of University, after crafting a 10,000 word dissertation and passing several more modules and feeling like my head is going to explode with information overload. Then after that, I'll officially graduate from University with, hopefully, a credible degree. (I'm aiming for a 2:1. A 1st would be great but the higher you set your sights, the faster they can come crashing down around you) Then I need to start looking for full-time employment and utilise the degree that I would've spent three years studying for. But in the current job climate, jobs are hard to come by, so I've decided I want to, hopefully, gain an internship within a company so that I can train 'on-the-job', as it were. Which means I need to start looking at possible companies to work with so I can start applying this time next year when the end of my final year is upon me. I may also consider becoming a freelance writer for various publications as writing is a passion of mine and once I'm settled in a full-time job, I'd like to write a book. Crazy, yes, but a goal to work towards, and by becoming a freelance writer I am gaining experience in writing for different genres and publications and evolving my writing style as at the minute I have no clue what type of book I want to write.

I've also been considering studying for my Master's degree, which means I need to also look at possible universities to study with and I also need to find a university that offers the Master's degree I want to study. That said, I'm considering putting that on hold for a year or two and gaining experience in a work environment and then maybe study for my Master's in a few years time but as a part-time student.

Professionally I have a lot of obstacles to overcome and decisions to make, but personally I have a few challenges, too. Once I graduate I would love to gain my degree, get a high-paid job, move to London or New York and live in a luxurious apartment and live happily ever after. However, a dream like that takes a lot of hard work to make a reality. In order to move into my own house or apartment, I need to get my finances in check and assess my financial situation before I even consider leaving home. Also, if I am lucky enough to gain a job in a city which requires me to move from my current city, I will need to look for accommodation near that city so I'm not commuting on a regular basis. Also, I would love to remain close to my family and friends but this may not be the case as after studying at University for three years, I must go wherever my degree takes me and be selfish rather than selfless.

When I write a prose of obstacles opposing me in the next few years, it's quite daunting. But I'm going to live for the moment and strive for the best I can give. I have no doubt that the next twenty years could be the best of my life if I apply myself fully. And this is exactly what I need to do. When I become complacent or lazy, I need to remind myself of what I'm working towards.

Sometimes I just wish I could freeze time and remember parts of my last twenty years forever, but I'm not gifted enough to bend time. So, to mark the end of one era and the start of another I'm getting a new tattoo on Friday - two feathers behind my left ear. Two feathers to represent strength, ascension, independence and the end of one era and the start of another.

STILL Jenny-from-the-Block?

Years ago when Jennifer Lopez first burst onto the music scene I was never really affected by her. Admittedly, she had some good songs, such as Love Don't Cost a Thing, Play, Jenny from the Block and Get Right, but I never really connected with her music in anyway as it was so conventional - it was an R&B tune with a Latino edge. Boring.


Saying that, that WAS almost ten years ago and at that age, the only music I connected with was whatever fluffy pop song was riding high in the charts. Fast forward ten years, though, and J-Lo has come back with a vengeance and a killer new song, On The Floor.


After a tough few years with giving birth to twins, getting married for the third time, leaving Sony Music and her 'comeback' single failing to impact on any charts worldwide, it looked her career could be over. Yet now she is one of three judges on American Idol, her profile has rocketed both in the UK and the US and she is currently number one in the UK iTunes chart. It appears that signing a contract with American Idol was one of the best things she ever decided to do.


With a net worth of £150 million, J-Lo need never work again if she chose to. Yet she is the perfect example of an empowered female - mother, actress, reality TV show judge, entrepreneur, model and dancer. She proves that even when it looks like there is no light at the end of the tunnel, keep your head held high and keep pushing. Now, J-Lo is in the best professional shape she has been in in years and no doubt that her career will go from strength-to-strength now that she has solidified herself in the world of mainstream music, once again. The Cheryl Cole effect has affected J-Lo, and thank god; welcome back!

it was acceptable in the 90's...

The 90's were the best, and not JUST because that is the era that I was born in.

I remember the days of the Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers; I felt like the biggest fan EVER back then, I was addicted to the programme. There were various other substitutes such as VR Troopers and Masked Rider, but nothing quite compared to the six teenagers that were chosen to protect the world from the forces of evil.

And the music. Well, I still say to this day that the 90's was when the era of 'cheese' music materialised. There was S Club 7, N*Sync, B*Witched and, of course, the Spice Girls; the biggest and most successful girl band in the world. Ever. Those were the days.

However, upon reflection, it's quite interesting to see how much the 90's had an impact on the present day. The Power Rangers paved the way for a generation of Power Ranger spin-offs, such as Power Rangers ZEO, Turbo and, more recently, Dino Thunder. The Power Rangers revolutionised the realm of children's television. They allowed children escapism from their dreary day-to-day routine of school, home and then bed and allowed children to believe that they could change the world the way they had; they were a source of inspiration and still, to this day, the Power Ranger legacy lives on.

Yet it's interesting to see how some people, like myself, will openly admit to liking a bit of 90's pop music every once in a while, yet others will act like it's the worst kind of music in the world. But the ironic thing is that ten years ago, THAT music was the only music and everyone was a fan. When pop music was the norm, music such as rap and hip-hop was deemed devil music and artists such as Eminem, 2 Pac and Notorious B.I.G were branded outcasts in the music industry. Yet, fast forward a decade later, rap and hip-hop has finally garnered the recognition it deserves and pop music is the outcast.

The Spice Girls kick-started the notion of 'Girl Power' - a lifestyle of female empowerment allowing females the freedom to do as they wish, regardless of their gender. The Spice Girls gained commercial, critical and worldwide acclaim, proving that even in an industry dominated by male musicians, females are no exception to achieving success on a global scale. Today the charts are dominated by female musicians such as Lady GaGa, Jessie J, Rihanna, Katy Perry and Nicki Minaj showing that 'Girl Power' is still very much alive.

It's satisfying to feel part of a revolution. In the same way that the 60's, 70's and 80's influenced the 90's, it's interesting to see how the 90's has influenced the noughties. In ten years time I wonder how the revolution will have evolved even more. Now there's a parting thought.

"Stomp, Stomp, I've arrived!"

Jessie J (2011)

The opening line of the intriguing Jessie J’s debut single, ‘Do It like a Dude’, is most certainly correct – she has well and truly arrived.

Bursting onto the scene in November 2010, big things were to be expected from Miss Jessica Cornish. With her quirky style, distinctive voice and killer beats, Jessie J made sure she was stuck in our heads right from the start. In December 2010, Jessie won the coveted BBC ‘Sound of 2011’; an accolade given to the artist to watch in 2011. Shortly after, it was revealed that Jessie had won the BRIT’s Critic’s Choice award - another award given to artists who are expected to be huge in the coming year. This award has previously been won by Adele, Florence + the Machine and Ellie Goulding, and look at the success they have each achieved.

‘Do it like a Dude’ was an infectious club anthem that speaks about girls acting like guys, and being just as good at it. With very little promotion, other than her very much publicised award winnings, the single eventually peaked at number 2 on the UK singles chart. Not bad for an artist who has been around for just over two months.

However, it has been just over two months since Jessie J garnered mainstream success. For many years, Jessie has made a living as a songwriter to stars such as Justin Timberlake and Chris Brown. Jessie also penned the anthemic Miley Cyrus track ‘Party in the USA’ which achieved commercial and critical success worldwide. With acts like Christina Aguilera chasing her writing talents, Jessie dedicated many years to writing her upcoming debut album ‘Who You Are’, which is guaranteed to be an album of the year.

With her new single ‘Price Tag’ featuring American rapper B.O.B already sitting firmly and comfortably at the top of the UK iTunes chart, we can expect Jessie J to be around for many years to come. She needs to watch herself though; with similar artists like Cher Lloyd and Nicki Minaj all vying to be at the top of the music industry hierarchy, Jessie J will need to be at the top of her game. And I have no doubt that she will be. Watch this space, Jessie J’s arrived!